Because Of Lies And Misunderstanding

From: Ying

FRIDAY, 30 NOVEMBER 2012

; It's December already! :)

Last night whole night didn't sleep and mummy didn't even notice ><

I this morning i sleep at 10something to 4something,

Omg! I'm such a pig! xD

I feel so stupid saying all the emo stuff i post in my blog xD

Haha, i mean i feel very very very dumb right now xD

Even though the problem can't be solve,

And i cannot change it,

Looks like i just have to embrace it,

But to tell the truth TT

Today had a very very very bad dream /\

I dream everyone is enjoying skating,

In a white room filled with nothing,

But just walls and floors,

Suddenly i saw tiok jayson lew and his girlfriend,

In that dream....

Jayson lew walk away and his gf juling at me,

Why today i dream such a horrible dream?

Scared that i meet tiok them,

Why am i so scared of them? TT

I didn't do anything wrong also :(

In that dream his girlfriend juling at me nia,

But in life maybe she hates me too?

Cause for the last time going out with jayson lew,

I wear clothes kinda sexy,

And he keep on saying,

"Omg can see your bra"

And his girlfriend like beh song me eneh,

I will never forget what he ask and promise me :'(

He ask me,

"Will you forget me as your bestfriend?"

I said,

"No"

But but but,

He's girlfriend seems like doesn't want him talk to me,

I'm not so close with him also,

Even in facebook chat also she won't let :(

Why she must controlling him?

Why must i care so much? :(

I'm sorry that i blocked you,

Maybe this is for our own good,

Your girlfriend will get jealous, I understand,

To thank you be my bestfriend in the past,

Thank you for accompany me where ever i go,

Thank you for cheering me up when i'm down,

Seems like this couldn't exist when you have girlfriend,

I'll understand, I will,

My dear at this time he sleep le xD

But i'm still awake xD

I try lay down on the bed and sleep,

But cannot! /\

Nevermind la i try to sleep :3

Goodnight xD

What’s the matter with this bitch?

I was never jealous when she talked to my boyfriend

Instead I feel happy that this girl has a best friend like my boyfriend

Because you don’t get to see these type of guys around anymore

I was never jealous

And he never told me that he can see that bitch’s bra when she wore so beautifully on that outing

I don’t use the word sexy on her outfit

But beautiful is the best

I still don’t know why she blocked me

I was never ever jealous

And I never beh song her

I never stop my boyfriend from talking to her

I never control him

I never hate her too

Until now when she block me

And tell lies

I wanna be friends with her again

But I don’t think that will come true

My boyfriend’s parents also ask me to unfriend her

I don’t wish things will happen like this

I don’t understand her

I wanna get to know her better

But she just stops me from doing it

I hope she reads this post

And understand my feeling

Even though I call her a bitch now

I still wanna be friends with her

Can my dream come true?

She still can exist even though I’m his girlfriend

Yinq,

If you are reading this

I still wanna be friends with you

Maybe I can help you

You still can be friends with Jayson

I don’t feel jealous last time

Never at all

But you can’t go out telling people lies about our family

Please

I beg you

If Jayson does not wanna except you

I’ll talk to him

I miss you, girl

I don’t wish to see your future ruined by us

You can have me

J

Granddad

My granddad just passed away at hospital this afternoon. 

Everyone is sad, except for my cousins. 

I even posted this at Facebook: 

My granddad just passed away. 
I'm happy that he has ended his sufferings. 
And a little bit sad because I will miss him. 
1 'like', 1 wish for him to be happy at heaven.
Can ma?

43 people like this status. 

Bloggers or my dear readers, 

Comment or....

Up to you. 

Now my darling is not on Facebook, Twitter or Skype to talk to me. 

I feel so lonely. 

Sad day...

I even cried. 

I'll end my post here. 

Bye.....

102598

From, my dear hubby,
102598-

A very simple cute girl
Have a charming voice and beauty attitude.
Knew her since March ;)
Fell in love with her and start relationship at June 3rd.
Loyalty.
Faithful
Trustworthy
Friendly

&
Lovely.
Ballet Dancer <('w ' <) ♥
Helpful
Funny

Well, if though you are a simple girl that you like to speak about. However, to me.. You aren't just an ordinary girl but a princess to me xDD. I just wish that I'm yours for tbis life and if probably can. I wanna be your relationship partner in next life as well..
~ ♥ ♥ ♥ HONEY ♥ ♥ ♥ ~
~♥ ♥ ♥ I LOVE YOU ♥ ♥ ♥~

716

716
A guy
Form 3
SXI student
Joined MSPS
Leadership training
Known him since March
Love to dance
But never seen him dance in front of me
Don't know why

Fell for each other
After a while
I get to realize him
Loyal
Cute
Funny
Love to joke
Handsome
Dashing
Gentlemen
But
The important thing
He is in my heart
Always mine
In my heart
You are a light
Always guiding me to the right path
With the support of his family
I feel happy
For him and me
ILY

My New Form 2 life

Hi everyone! I'm back! Sorry for not posting anything for such a long time.

I met a friend when I was in primary. Last December after Christmas, he popped out from nowhere on Facebook and started talking to each other on Skype. Later, we exchange handphone numbers. One day, he told me that he wish he can have a sister like me. I told him the same thing too. Now, we are "siblings". We always talk to each other. We even share our happiness and sadness. When we go to Queensbay for outing, we held each other's hand. He kissed me too. I was so shocked! We keep getting closer to each other. He even planned to kiss me on my lips when we go to Queensbay at night. We are gonna do it by the sea. So romantic. That person is my dearly beloved brother, Shawn Khoo.

Now, I'm in Form 2. Things are getting harder, I am also getting more busy. I gotta stay back for lots of stuff like teaching Form 1 students during orchestra. Lucky thing it has been changed from Wednesday to Thursday and Saturday.

During the first few days of school, things were going well. Until one day. My friend, Ng Yu Ping who is a fucking idiot bitch, came to my class. I was kinda shock she was in my class. Now, my friends and I hate this bitch. She always borrows my correction tape. Today, she finished it! She doesn't understand how expensive the refill is. No brains!! She also like to 拍马屁。If you understand, then it is good.

Ok, to end today's post, here is picture of me with my new hairstyle.

XOXO
Xuan