From: Ying
FRIDAY, 30 NOVEMBER 2012
; It's December already! :)
Last night whole night didn't sleep and mummy didn't even notice ><
I this morning i sleep at 10something to 4something,
Omg! I'm such a pig! xD
I feel so stupid saying all the emo stuff i post in my blog xD
Haha, i mean i feel very very very dumb right now xD
Even though the problem can't be solve,
And i cannot change it,
Looks like i just have to embrace it,
But to tell the truth TT
Today had a very very very bad dream /\
I dream everyone is enjoying skating,
In a white room filled with nothing,
But just walls and floors,
Suddenly i saw tiok jayson lew and his girlfriend,
In that dream....
Jayson lew walk away and his gf juling at me,
Why today i dream such a horrible dream?
Scared that i meet tiok them,
Why am i so scared of them? TT
I didn't do anything wrong also :(
In that dream his girlfriend juling at me nia,
But in life maybe she hates me too?
Cause for the last time going out with jayson lew,
I wear clothes kinda sexy,
And he keep on saying,
"Omg can see your bra"
And his girlfriend like beh song me eneh,
I will never forget what he ask and promise me :'(
He ask me,
"Will you forget me as your bestfriend?"
I said,
"No"
But but but,
He's girlfriend seems like doesn't want him talk to me,
I'm not so close with him also,
Even in facebook chat also she won't let :(
Why she must controlling him?
Why must i care so much? :(
I'm sorry that i blocked you,
Maybe this is for our own good,
Your girlfriend will get jealous, I understand,
To thank you be my bestfriend in the past,
Thank you for accompany me where ever i go,
Thank you for cheering me up when i'm down,
Seems like this couldn't exist when you have girlfriend,
I'll understand, I will,
My dear at this time he sleep le xD
But i'm still awake xD
I try lay down on the bed and sleep,
But cannot! /\
Nevermind la i try to sleep :3
Goodnight xD
Last night whole night didn't sleep and mummy didn't even notice ><
I this morning i sleep at 10something to 4something,
Omg! I'm such a pig! xD
I feel so stupid saying all the emo stuff i post in my blog xD
Haha, i mean i feel very very very dumb right now xD
Even though the problem can't be solve,
And i cannot change it,
Looks like i just have to embrace it,
But to tell the truth TT
Today had a very very very bad dream /\
I dream everyone is enjoying skating,
In a white room filled with nothing,
But just walls and floors,
Suddenly i saw tiok jayson lew and his girlfriend,
In that dream....
Jayson lew walk away and his gf juling at me,
Why today i dream such a horrible dream?
Scared that i meet tiok them,
Why am i so scared of them? TT
I didn't do anything wrong also :(
In that dream his girlfriend juling at me nia,
But in life maybe she hates me too?
Cause for the last time going out with jayson lew,
I wear clothes kinda sexy,
And he keep on saying,
"Omg can see your bra"
And his girlfriend like beh song me eneh,
I will never forget what he ask and promise me :'(
He ask me,
"Will you forget me as your bestfriend?"
I said,
"No"
But but but,
He's girlfriend seems like doesn't want him talk to me,
I'm not so close with him also,
Even in facebook chat also she won't let :(
Why she must controlling him?
Why must i care so much? :(
I'm sorry that i blocked you,
Maybe this is for our own good,
Your girlfriend will get jealous, I understand,
To thank you be my bestfriend in the past,
Thank you for accompany me where ever i go,
Thank you for cheering me up when i'm down,
Seems like this couldn't exist when you have girlfriend,
I'll understand, I will,
My dear at this time he sleep le xD
But i'm still awake xD
I try lay down on the bed and sleep,
But cannot! /\
Nevermind la i try to sleep :3
Goodnight xD
What’s the matter with this bitch?
I was never jealous when she talked to my boyfriend
Instead I feel happy that this girl has a best
friend like my boyfriend
Because you don’t get to see these type of guys
around anymore
I was never jealous
And he never told me that he can see that bitch’s
bra when she wore so beautifully on that outing
I don’t use the word sexy on her outfit
But beautiful is the best
I still don’t know why she blocked me
I was never ever jealous
And I never beh song her
I never stop my boyfriend from talking to her
I never control him
I never hate her too
Until now when she block me
And tell lies
I wanna be friends with her again
But I don’t think that will come
true
My boyfriend’s parents also ask me
to unfriend her
I don’t wish things will happen like
this
I don’t understand her
I wanna get to know her better
But she just stops me from doing it
I hope she reads this post
And understand my feeling
Even though I call her a bitch now
I still wanna be friends with her
Can my dream come true?
She still can exist even though I’m
his girlfriend
Yinq,
If you are reading this
I still wanna be friends with you
Maybe I can help you
You still can be friends with Jayson
I don’t feel jealous last time
Never at all
But you can’t go out telling people
lies about our family
Please
I beg you
If Jayson does not wanna except you
I’ll talk to him
I miss you, girl
I don’t wish to see your future
ruined by us
You can have me
J
